-Saturday, November 15, 2008-4:27 AM Y
Everytime , when ppl ask me to do something , i must always listen to them . Take the my church youth for example . When i always wan to organize a small simple program , with someone , they always dun allow . They treat like a small kid , which i hate it . Everytime i had a fight with my friend , i am always the one who say sorry to them , always i am the one who take one step behind . My friend eunice , always hit my back for no reason . But when i wan to hit back her , i always dun dare . Scared that later she dun wan to friend me . Everytime i had a fight with either my parents , my friends or my relatives , i am always the one who take a step behind and say sorry to them .
From that day when i entered the youth , when they always organize a small simple program , i want to be in charge of the program , the answered i get is , "NOT ALLOWED AND DONT INTERFERE !!! TAKE PART CAN ALREADY !!!" I always feel unfair . When i always failed to do something , they will 100% surely scold me for sure . Why cant i be a grown up person in people's eyes ??? Must i really be that small forever ??? Cant they just let me try ??? Cant they ??? Cant they??? People grow !!! They will also have their own future , their own aim , their own plan .... Nobody can intefere because the future is theirs , not letting other people to interfere . CAUSE IT IS THEIR OWN FUTURE !!! Parents always say that wadever they did for us , is for our own good ... But , for them , they only wan other people to see that they have a well mannered children . For what ???
Forget it luh huh .... Wadever they do , they treat us like a dog !!! Cause we must still do it even though you dun like it or dun wan . They didnt ask you whether you like it or not , want it or not . Is the matter that they wan you to accomplish it !!!
